i'm an alcoholic as proven from last night. I love fara fraccalvieri and the family. The surprise party went off perefectly. Dave and Vinny had no idea ( Read more... )

yea i need to stop drinking but if you keep telling me to stop i'm just going to keep doing it.
oh and mental abuse and pain dont really help this self destructive situation of mine.

best fucking night ever.
thank you ciao baby.
thank you adam kenney.

annnnnnd

i meant everything i said last night.
yea i was drunk but i'm not stupid and i'm tired of being treated like shit.

best new years ever.
thank you james and sam and everyone who was there.

ihad a dream last night about you.
and it ties into all the other dreams i've been having lately.
i dont like this. i'm having second thoughts.
but i cant let myself go back.

if you love someone you wont give them up.
but i've given up everything i love.
and i dont know what to do with myself.

only you and i know how the other feels.
tonight was a goodnight with a lot of fucking good people that are awesome.
soup,diner, jw, jared.
ditf and nick and bars and kathy are excellent combos.
jeremy's random parties are my life. and the random people are too.

i'm content with life now.

adam kenney you're one of the best people in my life ( Read more... )

jeez.
i am a CLASSIC to a t aquarian.

http://www.astrology-online.com/aquarius.htm

fuck!
oh the things i do...
my neck is purple.