i think it's time for me to either look for another job or take the semester off ( Read more... )

lonely

so i changed my plans and rented a camera and a van and then i called you
"I need you to pretend that we are in love again" and you agreed to....

I know you're wise beyond your years, but do you ever get the fear
That your perfect verse is just a lie you tell yourself to help you get by?

daphne loves derby (2003)
deathcab for cutie the photo album
pretty girls make graves the new romance
the promise ring 30 degrees everywhere
armor for sleep what to do when you are dead
jack johnson brushfire fairytales
the postal service give up
jets to brazil four cornered night
radiohead string tribute

damien rice
number one fanthe early ( Read more... )

i don't write often anymore. it's an easy way to ( Read more... )

hops is now without managers. yes, we went from 4 (when i got hired in may) to 0 on Friday. apparently corporate decided to fire our general manager (the one remaining), and they couldn't even wait until the weekend was over. that all happened around 2 pm. by the time i got there at 4, everyone was up in arms. by 6 o'clock, the kitchen was " ( Read more... )

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in 20 days, it's all going to be over. i'm somewhat terrified, but also ecstatic. i got a 33 on my last practice test (which i really hope wasn't a fluke), and i still have much room for improvement ( Read more... )

nine inch nails, jacksonville, October 21. i absolutely can't wait to see them.

i need a break
because i feel like i'm going to fall apart.

i'm doing too much that matters too much and pushing too hard and unwilling to let anything slip, intentionally at least. i feel burned out.

i don't know when i'm going to catch up. i just need august to hurry and end.

last weekend i went to rebecca and gary's wedding which was beautiful. it reminds me of how much i want to be in love and have a pretty diamond ring and a pretty dress and a pretty ceremony one day. yes, all that stereotypical stuff. what can i say?

i got back to gainesville late Monday night. Tuesday morning mom called me to tell me clyde ( Read more... )