If I'm not dreaming now, please tell me I wasn't dreaming then...

[melancholytime]

I think it’s the complete absence of empathy, sympathy, or, hmm, caring(?) that he shows for the situation…for me…for everything. As my mum tactfully described, he seems to have gotten away with one “clean cut”. The analogy refers to me as a tumor, and as morbidly demeaning as this is, it fits incredibly well. I just transformed from that warm

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[chocolategirl28]

for some reason i feel guilty trying to compare my situation with yours, because they're definately different, but at the same time, i feel the same about a lot of the things you said - about needing to hear what he has to say, straight from him, needing to know that he still cares in some respect, even if he's decided he doesn't want me. i want to understand. you phrased my feelings so well.

[melancholytime]

Try not to feel guilty...I'm sure are situations have a lot of similarities and differences that niether one of us are aware of.
Besides, it helps in some way that I'm not just crazy and completely alone in this.
:)