"Energy spent trying to believe you're not worth it, you don't deserve it. But I wish you did 'cause I can't live without this." right when i read that line i was listening to it at the same exact time. i love you ayla...i tell you this all the time but it happens to be times like these when i feel i need to say it.
i wish there was something i could say or do to make you feel better. i wish i could. i wish you could know that i have felt these feelings of confusion. and that everyones journey is different, but its through the similarities we find strength. i wish our time here wasn't wasted away feeling pain. i wish that the world could see. i hope that you can find the strength in you, to take steps each day, to rebuild the happiness that you once had, that i know you will find again.
it takes strength beyond words to live, and none of it is measurable. but all of it should be acknowledged. never feel you are alone. never let go of your past, but never let it keep you from the future. it just takes time.
I think I understand, and I think I know that everything will be okay. I'm just hoping that I'm doing a decent job of communicating how I really *do* feel. Maybe one of these days I'll be able to tell *him*...and maybe one of these days he'll be able to listen. -♥ ayla
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right when i read that line i was listening to it at the same exact time.
i love you ayla...i tell you this all the time but it happens to be times like these when i feel i need to say it.
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Second: I love you too...
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it takes strength beyond words to live, and none of it is measurable. but all of it should be acknowledged. never feel you are alone. never let go of your past, but never let it keep you from the future. it just takes time.
"like all things, this too shall pass."
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-♥ ayla
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