that peverbial? grail

[melancholyvag]

when one looks for something for so long finding it is bliss. findind that staple of perfection (atleast my view of it )is breathtaking. now im in awe fumbling. new feelings, new thoughts, breaking from the norm that ruled my life for so many years is quite confusing and difficult, but worth it i assume. she makes me happy, which for me is a

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[jennild]

wow.

to leave me speechless.. it takes a lot. and you've done just that.

peter!

[spandex4jesus]

peter you are amazing.. i miss seeing you in the norning, good times good times, side spot A, burning, smoking, rashes, derogatory wood, all that shit.. Your amazing..
*Kristen

[melancholyvag]

the good thing about time is that it washes all things clean, and i suppose i could be mad! :) 'cause if you think about it now, you might have to say you sabotaged part of that relationship...but so did I. and even though you put me through much emotional distress, i placed the emotions upon you too; i can't keep any rough feelings. you were a good girl-friend, and you did do a great deal for me ( i can hardly think of myself now as i was then)for changing my mentality. you helped me, jenni. and the past years have washed all the stains of that time together away.

i think i will be happy with mary, i want to be with her for ever. i want to marry her. we've never had one fight, never any problems between us two, it just seems perfect, i hope it stays that way.

also i hope your happy i'm glad your open with yourself because most people wouldn't be, they couldn't tell their friends and family. i hope your life works out as i: mine.

we shared good times i think :)