alot has gone on lately. i dont even know where to start. school is gay. i found out that i have acid reflux on tuesday. today is ashleys birthday and her bf cheated on her and told her about it today. i spent 2 hours on the phone with her talking about it. it was kinda sad. it was the same thing that kenny did to me. i went to battle of the bands ( Read more... )

blah blah blah. too much has gone on to talk about. i stayed the night at lindsays house on sturday. patrish stayed on friday. we had so much fun. me and tiffany are still fighting. its kinda not a surprise. im not feeling sympathy. its obvious she doesnt want ot be friends becuase after 4 years of being friends she hasnt put one bt of effort into ( Read more... )

been really sick lately. its horrible. all i do is throw up. i hate it. allison is helping me get over kenny. its working out nicely. i have stopped thinking baout him. i like not thinking about him. i have got my eye on someone else now. sadly its a freshman. not so bad though. i miss tricia. i want to see her badly. i love her greatly. and i also ( Read more... )

so i am bored and i thought i would update again. i will start with thursday. woke up got ready kenny picked me up we went to school came home and sat on the couch and a bird flew into my window. i went outside to see if it was ok. and it was coughing up blood and i sat with it for like 30minutes while i cried and then it fell over and died and i ( Read more... )

ok so i have probably had the best weekend ever so far. friday i came home and called kenny. he came and picked me up and we went to kyle c. house. we met up with ian and some boy in a pink linnet shirt and i liked it. then we went to a party out in great bridge. i met allison schmitt and i saw one of my ex boyfriends there...derrick. there was ( Read more... )

omg im in such a bad mood. you know those days where everything that can go wrong will go wrong. well my day was kinda like that. i woke up and my whole morning was fine until i got to first bell and i dont know what the hell i am doing in that class. i dont understand anything at all and i wish someone would just shoot me in the head. i go to ( Read more... )

she likes him, he likes her, but she likes him and he likes that girl over there ( Read more... )

i havent updated in a while. i dont have any new pictures but i got my hair cut again and i dyed it dark brown. it looks like a boy hair cut. i hate it. im growing my hair out becuase no one can seem to cut it the way i want it. its 11:00 at night and im terribly bored. i might hang out with corey again tomorrow. we hung out friday night and it was ( Read more... )

I am a poet writing of my pain ( Read more... )

very sad poem ( Read more... )