Sigh.
Another message to Ryan.
I might send it, I might not.
I’m being punished. This is clear.
You don’t know what you want to do at this point. This too, is clear.
I know what I want and I’m tired of being the only one fighting for it, or rather, I’m tired of feeling like I’m the only one fighting for it.
Couples argue. They disagree. They talk about it, and find a solution.
We argue, you ignore me, for weeks, we never talk about it, we never come to a compromise. This time you left & are refusing to tell me whether we are still together or not. You keep telling me you’ll call or text me and never do. Maybe I should be more patient. I deserve to know...
Where exactly do we stand? In my mind we are over, in my min you don’t care.
On the other hand, in my mind you feel dumb as fuck for leaving & you don’t want to apologize.
Let me just make this easy for you.
I’m done being in limbo. If you don’t know what you want by now I’ll choose for you.
We’re done.