Random thing: You make me feel slow because most of the stuff i really love, you introduced me to. See: Elliott Smith, White Oleander, My Life Without Me, photography, the list goes on forever. The only one i got on you is Sarah Harmer
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Random: We should eat some sushi and get drunk on plum wine. Challenge: i challenge you to not blame yourself anymore. Color: Deep smoky plum. Like the color the sky gets on late summer evenings. Something i Like: i think you have a gift for Understanding. You are too smart for your own good. Nothing gets by you. First/Clearest: i remember meeting you for the first time at the zoo and then going to play pool and walking back to your house. i remember that your mom & my mom know each other. Animal: For some reason, i'm seeing you as a leopard or jaguar. Some kind of sleek quiet cat that drags its prey into the trees. Always Wanted to Ask: Am i your favorite sister?
I remember that day as well: You met us at the front gate of the zoo, were wearing some sort of skirt (very hot, btw), and we meandered over to the game place with the D&D Arcade game and the pool table. We played pool and chatted and I knew I had to make sure you and I stayed connected somehow.
So yeah, you're my favorite sister. I miss you all the time, you're supposed to be Joel's godmother, and you're the one person who despite knowing all about me hasn't gone batsh*t insane.
i wouldn't say i know ALL ABOUT YOU. i think i have a lot to learn about you actually. And i actually am insane. i'm two bad days away from drooling on myself in a padded cell. That's why they keep raising my dosage. But none of my crazy was sown or nurtured by you, it was there long before we met.
Random: Darling, Angel, Sweetness, i love calling you pet names. i don't think any name can fully describe you, but it's fun to keep trying. Challenge: i challenge you to do something the 'old' Ami would have been too afraid to do. Color: Something i Like about You: There's nothing i know of that i DON'T like. i love that you're so good with kids though. i know you'll be the best kind of mother. First/Clearest: It's hard to say since we've never met met, but i remember when Mark had the heart attack. It was awesome because you were so fucking strong. When it was easiest to crumble. And it was the kind of moment when the details don't matter and the essence comes forth. And i knew you must be scared as hell, but you were like a marble statue: beautiful, dignified, eternal
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Challenge: i challenge you to not blame yourself anymore.
Color: Deep smoky plum. Like the color the sky gets on late summer evenings.
Something i Like: i think you have a gift for Understanding. You are too smart for your own good. Nothing gets by you.
First/Clearest: i remember meeting you for the first time at the zoo and then going to play pool and walking back to your house. i remember that your mom & my mom know each other.
Animal: For some reason, i'm seeing you as a leopard or jaguar. Some kind of sleek quiet cat that drags its prey into the trees.
Always Wanted to Ask: Am i your favorite sister?
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So yeah, you're my favorite sister. I miss you all the time, you're supposed to be Joel's godmother, and you're the one person who despite knowing all about me hasn't gone batsh*t insane.
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And i actually am insane. i'm two bad days away from drooling on myself in a padded cell. That's why they keep raising my dosage. But none of my crazy was sown or nurtured by you, it was there long before we met.
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Challenge: i challenge you to do something the 'old' Ami would have been too afraid to do.
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Something i Like about You: There's nothing i know of that i DON'T like. i love that you're so good with kids though. i know you'll be the best kind of mother.
First/Clearest: It's hard to say since we've never met met, but i remember when Mark had the heart attack. It was awesome because you were so fucking strong. When it was easiest to crumble. And it was the kind of moment when the details don't matter and the essence comes forth. And i knew you must be scared as hell, but you were like a marble statue: beautiful, dignified, eternal ( ... )
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