OKAY! decided 2 start this thing up again! so yupp..things WERE going good, but then sum shit happened, and now life is getting shitty again..just as i thought that it was gonna get better..i was wrong!! HC is coming up soon..I'm goin with AJ, dont think he really wants 2 go n e more..but oh well..i already bought his ticket. Things are getting ( Read more... )

RARRR!!! I JUST TRIED 2 UPDATE THIS DAMN THING BUT IT ERASED IT!!!!!!!! FUCKER!!!!!! OH WELL..all i gotta say is that I think ive found jus the right guy 4 me!! AJ- ur awesome and I'm so glad that we met!! thanks 4 everything beb!

Okay..all these journal entrys are from like..i dunno..whenever we had that one Monday off…since my net has been fucked up ive jus been writing it in a word document…so yah…here it is lol ( Read more... )

SO yah..went home from Natalie's home at about 11 cuz I had gay Saturday school this morning..it went by really quick. No one good in there..cept like..Jeff Wakefield, Kevin Marx, hmm.. Michael Davis (FINE ASS MOTHA FUCKA! HAHA) Makalia (sp?) and then Andrei (sp?) (Natalie's BF) I had fun last night over there! gawd i love that girl! we went 2 ( Read more... )

computer has been really fucked up lately..i dunno..maybe ill have it fixed soon. woooow- a loooot of shit happened last night..but i feel its not nessicary (sp?) 2 let the whole damn world know..the ppl who i told were obviously importanta enough 2 tell..if i didnt tell u..hmm..take a hint..ur not very important 2 me. all i gotta say is that im in ( Read more... )

Monday- hung out with Stephen all day Tuesday- went 2 school and then went 2 Stephens house in the afternoon. Wednesday- in school...gayyy Mrs. Jones moved me and Danielle away from each other cuz shes tiiiight..so thats shitty..no we never get 2 talk. Thursday- umm..yah..school..dont remember n e thing else that happened other than on the way home ( Read more... )

So yah..havent written in a while..but ya..this weekend was good..me and Stephen hung out all day on Sunday and Monday too..we went 2 the mall w/ Ash and saw a movie and shopped. nothing really. School today..i kept making a total ass of myself infront of everyone. I fucked up so many times today. Like i kept talkin all black and shit..like in the ( Read more... )

wuddup fucks!! yuppp..so I'm sittin here at Ash's house...not much of n e thing has happened today..went and cleaned and made $100! yayuh! came home..watched Corrina Corrina (awesome movie) and ate sum pizza..then came over 2 Ashleys house and we jus been chillen. Then my mom gets a fone call and its Stephen askin if she can come pick him up from ( Read more... )

heyyyy hoeeees! wuddup!! so yah..Thursday afternoon i got home and me and Ash went 2 the mall 2 buy Nay's bday present and we saw her there!! I got her a bellybutton ring and a rice necklace! I hope she liked it! so then i went back 2 Ash's house and we chilled. And then..I talked 2 Stephen...and like..he was tellin me how he misses me and that he ( Read more... )

I dunno- IDC wut n e one says..I know that I love Shook..and in order 4 me 2 be happy I have 2 be with him. fuck all you ppl who tell me that i dont need him..I DO NEED HIM!! I love him so much..yall have no idea! he means so much 2 me. but n e ways..i dont feel like writing n e more other than this..i just want everyone 2 know how i feel about him ( Read more... )