And then, of course...

[melei]

Then there are the nighttime hours when it all comes raging back.

There has to be something more to do, something else that I'm missing.  Healthy brains should not fall to bits every time they have a few hours to think by themselves.

Comments

[professormass]

Perhaps it has as much to do with a healthy body? I suspect that a lot of the depressive traits might be affected by the lifestyle changes you've been describing.

[melei]

Lifestyle changes?

[professormass]

You were talking about losing weight, and you got married, and have seemed generally happier. Perhaps the depression has less to do with your mind than it does with your body. Them thar chemicals can play body havoc with you.

[melei]

I'm actually heavier now than I was last year. =/ Haven't lost any weight yet, to my knowledge. But you have a point.