Someone please...
I'm not sure what's wrong with me. There has to be something wrong with me, but I have no idea what it is. It's nothing like being ill, just something that had be a bit shook up...I'll warn you, this gets a little emo, but bear with me . . .
I can't stop thinking about someone. I usually think a lot about my friends, what they're doing, what they're up to, the usual. But for some reason, this guy's different. I can't STOP thinking about him. I think about him all the time, even when I don't want to. I'm studying for school, and suddenly the thought is "I wonder what he'll do in school..." comes up. I will admit, I do like him, and he lives in the same state as me, albeit some distance away.
It's like he's in my head and won't come out. I daydream about him too, some stuff silly, others things . . .*blush* . . . sappily romantic. He's told me before he's not sure about relationships or anything yet, and still...Dammnit, I even had a dream about waking up in the same bed as him, and when I woke up, I started crying!!
I think I might be becoming infatuated with him, but I don't know what I'm going to do...I'm scared. I want to be keep myself open to the possibility of finding that perfect guy for me...hell, I could think of a few people that, if I knew them better, I'd propose...but for the life of me, I don't know why I'm fixated on him.
Someone please, please help me...what the hell is wrong with me?!
I can't stop thinking about someone. I usually think a lot about my friends, what they're doing, what they're up to, the usual. But for some reason, this guy's different. I can't STOP thinking about him. I think about him all the time, even when I don't want to. I'm studying for school, and suddenly the thought is "I wonder what he'll do in school..." comes up. I will admit, I do like him, and he lives in the same state as me, albeit some distance away.
It's like he's in my head and won't come out. I daydream about him too, some stuff silly, others things . . .*blush* . . . sappily romantic. He's told me before he's not sure about relationships or anything yet, and still...Dammnit, I even had a dream about waking up in the same bed as him, and when I woke up, I started crying!!
I think I might be becoming infatuated with him, but I don't know what I'm going to do...I'm scared. I want to be keep myself open to the possibility of finding that perfect guy for me...hell, I could think of a few people that, if I knew them better, I'd propose...but for the life of me, I don't know why I'm fixated on him.
Someone please, please help me...what the hell is wrong with me?!