life is full of hurdles that we have to jump over! but why do we have to lose people. First it is morgan my best friend from high school. who next? why does she no longer care. why does she now have no interest in talking to me. has marika become her best friend? why? why was i replaced? i miss her! it hurts so bad ( Read more... )

an essay i wrote in my first semester in college. it helped me begin the process to healing. i am sharing it online because i loved it so and am now ready to pass it on ( Read more... )

WHAT IN THE WORLD DID THE MONKEY DO?

I am drained, emotionally and physically. I have a very very good friend that has been having issues, with herself and others. While dealing with her it has brought alot of problems back to me. Things that i look back on now and wonder if i will ever really be okay again. Everyday i have issues with the things and they are never going away. I am ( Read more... )

Life is always changing is it not? people are dying, people are getting sicker and people are laughing having fun. It goes from on extreme to another, we are never able to really delve in each moment. I realized while i was in orange county just how important that part of my life was. that is where i grew up, i went through numerous struggles. i ( Read more... )

So i am having boy problems. For once in my entire life, the two boys that i want to like me do! NOW WHICH one do i decide on. One is more of an abercombie style! WHICH I LOVE and the other is more of a hick boy which i find wonderful. i am so confused on what to do! WHAT HAVE I DONE? i am in LA till tuesday or so and then i am going home to deal ( Read more... )

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE today was the last day of classes! ONLY TWO FREAKING FINALS!!! and a fatty ass portfolio! then i am done ( Read more... )

hey! i am back from europe, only to find out that i have so much shit to do! ahhhhh and my sisters car got into an accident! BOO! but it isn't totaled it is fixable so that is good! she'll be happy to hear that. Europe was stressful as hell but at times so much fun! i went to Amsterdam and had a blast for two days bought this awesome tapestry cloth ( Read more... )

i realized the other day that something that i said and did was not necessary i should have respected this person on 420 and i did not. i am terribly sorry! i really am and you know who you are. i made a mistake ( Read more... )