I'm sorry if I'm never coming back
Ah, another week and what do I have to show for it? Battle scars? Emotional trauma? Whining?
So first off just to say:
This "American idol" appears to have the hair and eyes/eyebrows of my sister. Creepy.
And this "American idol" seems to look like me from the eyes and up. Yeah...I didn't say it.
First off, I feel like a total ass complaining about things since it's hell week for Anne/Michael/Katie/All the hungarry kids in china. But I need bitching time. Damnit.
Curses I forgot to tape SC...must remember. Anyways. Today was not nice. An art teacher who shall remain unnamed can't stand the fact of being wrong and has to take me down in it. Well geez, not all of us can draw green nipples in all of our art pieces and all of us can sleep at night because our parents don't hate us. Sorry I prefer to keep my nightmares off of paper.
That really pissed me off. I was being responsible [for once] and being nice, not blaming anyone. And what do I get for it? I get to feel like I'm a delinquent who is no better than dirt and should just get locked up. It's so embarrassing.
*Sighs* Besides that, I actually accomplished things today. Go me.
Also on Friday my family and I are going to see the Musical Theater show. Sounds fun.
Geez, just that whole art fiasco got me so upset. I don't like this year so far. I've cried more at school than at home. That can't be right. In theory anyways.
What do I have left for Friday? One problem off the physics homework and to organize my notes for english. I also really really need to organize my folders. Really bad. I'm so unorganized. It's terrible.
However I love my family. Even though they [as well as some of my friends] never listen to me. I swear, it must be how I talk. I must be really boring. Actually it hurts my feelings a lot when my dad tells me to "Spit it out". I can't say why...I'm pretty sure Anne's said it to me too. *Sigh* I'm going to throw myself an emo party.
Things I have to look forward to:
Anime Expo
My sister coming home
Leaving Edison
That's it. All I have to do is think in broad, far far away terms and I'll live. Barely live but live none the less.
So first off just to say:
This "American idol" appears to have the hair and eyes/eyebrows of my sister. Creepy.
And this "American idol" seems to look like me from the eyes and up. Yeah...I didn't say it.
First off, I feel like a total ass complaining about things since it's hell week for Anne/Michael/Katie/All the hungarry kids in china. But I need bitching time. Damnit.
Curses I forgot to tape SC...must remember. Anyways. Today was not nice. An art teacher who shall remain unnamed can't stand the fact of being wrong and has to take me down in it. Well geez, not all of us can draw green nipples in all of our art pieces and all of us can sleep at night because our parents don't hate us. Sorry I prefer to keep my nightmares off of paper.
That really pissed me off. I was being responsible [for once] and being nice, not blaming anyone. And what do I get for it? I get to feel like I'm a delinquent who is no better than dirt and should just get locked up. It's so embarrassing.
*Sighs* Besides that, I actually accomplished things today. Go me.
Also on Friday my family and I are going to see the Musical Theater show. Sounds fun.
Geez, just that whole art fiasco got me so upset. I don't like this year so far. I've cried more at school than at home. That can't be right. In theory anyways.
What do I have left for Friday? One problem off the physics homework and to organize my notes for english. I also really really need to organize my folders. Really bad. I'm so unorganized. It's terrible.
However I love my family. Even though they [as well as some of my friends] never listen to me. I swear, it must be how I talk. I must be really boring. Actually it hurts my feelings a lot when my dad tells me to "Spit it out". I can't say why...I'm pretty sure Anne's said it to me too. *Sigh* I'm going to throw myself an emo party.
Things I have to look forward to:
Anime Expo
My sister coming home
Leaving Edison
That's it. All I have to do is think in broad, far far away terms and I'll live. Barely live but live none the less.