There's nothing that I could say. Would you believe me If I said that he was your replacement when my definition of what was real or what wasn't around me, was hazed? The moment that I saw you at the airport, was the second that it banged upon me, that you were in fact, very real. A real person. Apparently somewhere along the first two months, ( Read more... )

Oh it's so hard to have someone to love

And keeping quiet is hard

Cause you can't keep a secret

if it never was a secret to start

(at least pretend you didn't want to get caught)

We're concentrated on falling apart

We were contenders, now throwing the fights

I just want to believe...I just want to believe..I just want to believe.. in us

I woke up this morning shouting "Spring onion!" to Charolette, and she gave me a very queer look, and just dismissed it as just another strange thing I do.

I am going leave Nanaimo in an hour to head to Sg. 3 flights, i'll be awake for 32 hours, cause I can't sleep on planes, and this is going to be the first time I fly alone, and BOOM 3 flights!

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 blow after blow.

hit after hit.

Drawing after drawing.

Thought after thought.

stab after stab.

Flashbacks after flashbacks.

questions after questions.

Answers after answers.

Action after action.

Repetitions. Make me remember, why I keep choosing the other fork.

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I got my answer.

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Everytime I sing to this song, halfway down I choke, and tear. Because It's so scary. The prospect of you saying you won't care.

you've got to get better,

said, it's all in your head, 
we could live through these letters 
or forget it altogether, 
see the months they dont matter 
its the days i can't take 
when the hours move to minutes 
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