Texas now officially sucks! Not because of the ridicules weather, or all the crazy honky tonk cowboys, No it sucks all because of my dad. Everyday it's the same old shit, "Bethany you know you can't be driving across town like this so often." And by the way across town is 10 miles or less. You might be asking yourself, so why is it that you drive ( Read more... )

I can't find a damb job. I've looked every where, and filled out a bazillion applications. I feel like a loser with out a job. And I'm completly broke. Oh yeah, a loser with out a voice because I lost that two days ago. I went to the dr.'s and I have larengitis. I hate being sick it sucks. I'm realy bord too because I'm babysitting tonight, and ( Read more... )

I'm in New York for two weeks now. I feel so releaved to be here but at the same time I miss texas. I love NY but there is a piece of me that belongs in texas. I don't really know how to explaine why and how this is, but I just feel it in my bones. I have a really good time with all my cousins in texas and I feel more responsible there. In NY I ( Read more... )

yesterday was sunday and we were all at misty's parents house with all of her family. all the aunts, uncles, and cousins were there right. Ok, so after dinner all the kids were palying and hanging out in the backyard when all of a sudden brianna (sister) starts to cry. I come to find out that her cousin adam had "playfully" slapped her in the face ( Read more... )

Today misty tells me that she was talking to my dad and they decided that because of all the things I'm doing for them like picking up the kids, cleaning house,fixing dinner, and putting time into this business thing they will pay me $50 a week which will help pay for gas and have some spending money since I'm not makeing any money. Oh, and by the ( Read more... )

I'm broke and that sucks... All of my friends are going to the hoobastank concert on sunday and I have no money. My dad keeps preaching that this new business is going to take off as long as I put all my efforts into it. Yeah, latley all my time has been devoted to this crap yet I haven't made a penny in over 2 months. Something has to change, and ( Read more... )

I feel like I have desiavou... I can see it so clearly. It was veronica, joe, and I sitting at a table in friendly's and there being all this tension, so thick you could cut it with a knife. And I think it all started with joe saying something stupid that just royally pissed veronica off. Yep, I'm 1,400 miles away and I still feel like I'm smack ( Read more... )

I am so proud of myself. I have conqured my attachment to Mike. He's called me twice this month and I'm completly not even phased by it. He wants to hang out with me when I come to visit Dec. 28- Jan. 11 and I told Him I might not have very much time because I already have a lot of stuff planned. I love that I can be mean to him just like he was to ( Read more... )

so yeah the weather is really crapy down in texas right now. We've had rain off and on for the last week or so, but today we got a crap load of it. A bunch of roads closed because of flooding. And there was even a death on the other side of town because some lady drove through a low water crossing and was swept away into the river. so yeah it sucks ( Read more... )

For the last two months I'v been completely out of my element. No real job to go to every morning, no important task to accomplish each day, and best of all no bills to pay every month. Any 20 yr old would die for an opportunity like this, so why do I feel so useless? Everyone tells me to relax, take a breather, soak up the time because this could ( Read more... )