i hate that im letting myself feel like this. it should not be hurting me as much as it is. after all, i am the one that told him he needed to let go and insisted we see other people. i just miss him so soo much..and i probably will for quite a while. but its time to move on, he obviously has ( Read more... )

well im moving in 3 days and i have to admit, i am pretty darn nervous.yes..im even a little nervous about leaving home. im so painfully shy and really bad at opening up and making new friends. but i have a feeling it will be a lot better than im expecting ( Read more... )

so Warped Tour was fun yesterday. REALLY REALLY HOT, but im glad i went. i barely even saw kairsten, cass and joy since they left early so i spent the day with jeremy. i saw john alan..and that was pretty awkward and made me really sad. i think this sweaty fat guy broke my toe. thrice and emery were amazing. all in all it was a great day ( Read more... )

i locked the keys in my car today..because i am an idiot. pay phones cost 50 cents for 5 minutes now.

oooh well.

i cant sleep.

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HOPE

1.to wish for something with the expectation of its fullfillment.
2. to have confidence; trust.

3.The theological virtue defined as the desire and search for a future good, difficult but not impossible to attain with God's help.


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the summer is going by so fast ( Read more... )

this has been a exceptionally great week ( Read more... )

well today i was supposed to go up to kennesaw. wait. what? my parents were actually trusting me to drive somewhere?! yeah. its true. but before i could get my hopes up too much, what do ya know...flash floods and tropical storms in atlanta. too bad for me ( Read more... )

im so bored ( Read more... )

i havent slept in over 40 hours.

its just so hard to let go and accept some things..

i miss my friends
and the way things used to be.

i am a screw up and i deserve what i get.

all entries are going to be 'friends only' from here on out.
and i if that doesnt work i will have to delete my entire account which i really dont want to do.