Fuck me.

[melissa_sue]

Alright, no one reads this so I'm really just going to bitch for my own sheer pleasure.

I don't like myself okay?  Like I know by societies standards I'm a good person and all and I have shit I should be proud of, but I'm really not.  Like, it seems to me that the fact that I do well in school, sports, and I'm a fairly nice person, shouldn't really

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*hug*

[lurideuphoria]

Melissa, I read it all.. because it's not entirely too long... and I can relate, I guess. I'm not trying to say that I'm exactly in the same situation as you, because that's not really possible.. but, hon, I know how you feel and I want you to know that I'm here for you if you ever want anyone to talk to. And I really know what it's like to feel as if I have no friends and no life.. like I'm trying to pretend like I've grown up and the people having a blast being kids around me mean nothing to me at all. It'll pass, I promise. Things will get better. How's that for two overused clichés for you? But, I'm serious when I say that I'll always be willing to listen if you need someone to. I'm not a master of advice-giving, nor can I ever put my thoughts into coherent sentences... but.. I'm here to give a flying fuck, even when it seems like nobody else will. *nod*

[sydneysweep]

eventually u will get so fed up u will let loose. life happens and things fall into place. its just how it works. sometimes it seems we have no control. and being out of control upsets alot of us. and i know, not exactly, but somewhat of how your feeling. and alot of times, at least for me, it is hormones so maybe check that out. but all those things like school and sports they may not be that important but they represent your values and who you are and so becuase you do good in those things and you care about thosr things, thats represeting who you are meaning you are a great person. and my hating you shiz, i wouldnt actually hate you. you do seem to have it good in those aspects but im not stupid and even if we werent tight i can see you struggle sometimes. but i do know you, and remember i am PRIVELEGED to know you. you are going to change the world melissa. and not becasue of book smarts but because of your heart, so just trust in the future that everything will be ok. Love.