heyyy. yesterday i went to the beach with amanda and sabrina and i got extremely black- blair left for camp and it was seriously the saddest thing condsidering the she's like my twin and we got so close, and NOW WHAT?? great! shes moving back to long island.. so i won't see her again untill i go out to visit or she comes up :( idk what im gunna do ( Read more... )

ookay, i have to make this quick bc im going to the beach in like 5minutes but here it goooes ( Read more... )

ooookay, so i haven't used this journal since last summer... but i just love bitching about everything what can i say? i don't expectt anyone to read this either but i like reading it awhilee from now hah anyywhhooo.. yesterdayyy was very fun :) i went to blair's and me, her, lauren nadler, baker, dave, jay zenobi, and matty mac went swimming. hah ( Read more... )

today SUCKED

Ever have one of those dreams where everything you want to happen does and it's perfect...then you wake up and realize it was all just a dream and there's still so much missing? I hate that.

I wonder where you are.
Please don't come around tonight
cause I can't stand to see you and I don't want to fight.
Gimme one more drink and I swear I think I'll be ready
to make the same mistakes again with you.

I finally figured out that you're not coming back and I'm not going anywhere.
You were the one with all the faith how did you let it slip away?
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There's nothin i love more than being in the car with the windows down, driving just fast enough that everything is coming and going at the same time. wind ur hair hair, head totally clear..<3

Sometimes you miss someone the most, when they're standing right next to you.

• today was pretty good :) i woke up early and went to school around 7:20 so i could get signatures and hand in my TREE project.
• first period with mr young was boring as ever...
• math was okay but we have a test tomorrow and im kind of freaking out because im really bad in the whole math area and i have to do good..but whatever math has some < ( Read more... )

• today was alrighttt.. sorta. first i got up at 7:10 and then fell back asleep till round 10 cause i was soo tired... then i cleaned my room and slept/watched tv till around 12:30.
• me and mom went to smart alex's and got lots of clothes =) and then went to macys to get shit to wear during my favorite period :: GYM ughhhhhh..
• when i came home i ( Read more... )