Verve Pipe - Freshman ( Read more... )

For all those who haven't seem me in a while... I got kicked out of my house.... :/ Oh well... I don't know what to do about it anymore... I just wanted to let you guys know I'm okay. oh and if you'd like to offer up a place for me to stay, let me know. :) Right now I'm at a friends house, and it's kool, but I don't really want to wear out my ( Read more... )

I got my ride to school today. Thank God. I also got my ride home from Brenton. It was fine, because I love being around him, but neither of us said anything until we pulled up to my house. I said thank you and told him to have a good day. That was it.... I hate the awkward silences. I hate the sighs. I hate the fact that no one talks to me ( Read more... )

This is me, taking a step back.... I know you guys don't want to put up with the things I do.  I tend to bring drama everywhere I go.  I don't have any confidence in myself or the things that I do.  As someone told me, I'm "immature and irresponsible." and though they said this through a text message, I understand it to be true.  And for a while, I ( Read more... )

ugh, this sucks so much.... I don't have a car, so for the past 2 days, unhappily my mother has loaned me her car, but what am I supposed to do tomorrow when she has to go to work and I have to be at school?? This isn't gonna work..... BLAH!  Anyone wanna give me a ride?? *begs* pwease?

I really hope you read this Brenton.....

Brenton.... Okay so here goes.... I'd like to think with all the shit that you and I've been through together, we've worked through the majority of it.  You know, I would do anything for you.  Anything means anything.  I think that I've tried with everything I have inside of myself to always be there for you ( Read more... )

I need to learn to lay off... I don't need to push certain issues with certain people. It just ends up making my life more difficult anyways.... I'm sorry to those, you know who you are... *hugs* please forgive me..... =(

Please...This is just me sitting in my dark room listening to music and crying and thinking about life....if you'd like to read song lyrics, go right ahead, but if you were looking for an actual journal entry this isn't it.... Sorry

"You strung me along
Like a tease on prom night
Getting me loose but
Leaving me uptight
Please tell me that
Some ( Read more... )

Okay, so here goes. My mom threatened to kick me out of the house, and it just now dawned on me that I indeed have NO place to go. I mean I could crash at people's house's, but I can't support myself. I don't make nearly enough money. I'm so completely screwed over it's not even funny anymore. Where will I go? What will I do? I don't make ( Read more... )

So my assumtion is that if Megan had the flu, I now have the flu. BLAH!!! I hate being sick...

I like the fact that Brenton keeps calling me...it makes me smile... and I need to smile more... :)

Leave some get better lovin... haha...