I've gone and done it again.

[melissasa]

I've wasted so much of my life trying to not let something happen and not even knowing it. Not even knowing what it is. But still building up these walls and securities. And then it happens, and you realize you're left with nothing. All the opportunities and what-could-have-beens are gone in an instant.

Comments

[kishamarie23]

There are generally reasons for these so called "insecurities" and when a oppurtunity arises and you let it slip through your fingers like petrollium jelly its gone...yes it is gone but thats not to mean it won't come back, this way, when it does come back you'll know what to do. Think of it more like a preperation.

[melissasa]

I think the insecurities were the result of an insecurity.
I'm not positive that makes a whole lot of sense but I'm sure you get the basic idea.

[zestoren_sie]

thought. heart.

[melissasa]

Yeah, I'm pretty skilled at that...
pffft.

[glow_34]

You should write me an e-mail and tell me all about everything...
i_am_glow@hotmail.com
Rant to me, i enjoy it, as long as you have the time

[melissasa]

There's never enough time for anything... I've been pretty busy with school, rowing and work. But Thanksgiving weekend has been pretty nice. There's not really much to rant about, it's just me being a stupid girl and making everything sound more complicated than it really is.
Anyways,
Next time you're here and have some time on your hands you should give me a call, and we can go for coffee or something :)