Stupid boys...

[melissasue_d]

Why is it that I try to detach my emotions and I simply cannot? I should have known better. I did know better. I knew going into this what I was doing. I knew I was about to get hurt again. I never realized before that I was so afraid to be alone. I was alone for years before I met Roger, but I was so much younger then. Now I feel like I can

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[anonymous]

well writing always helps, you just should more often maybe, if you keep everything bottled up and then try to write everything down in one sitting you'll miss feeling that maybe you should be writing about, so i would try that, and or if that doesn't work find something to keep you occupied, i went go-carting like once a week at a track and i looked forward to having dinner with friends and going go-carting it gave me something to look forward to and kept my mind off of a relationship or trying to find one and just let me enjoy lifes simple little pleasures of being with more than one person who cares about you. Besides your good enough looking that you shouldn't be chasing anyone and shouldn't be worried about anything of that nature, you'll get asked out by someone and more than likely that's how you'll meet mister right, you waited and it came to you. otherwise your going to stress your self out and that will lead to more margaritas and what not.