pain pain pain. i dont know what ive done to myself. perhaps i may be coming down with something. my entire body aches. i have a constant headache. i keep going from the cold chills to hot spills. i feel like im going to yak anytime now. uugghhh. somebody hold me.
it's time for me to be completely honest with myself.
im so confused. i do not know what is going on. if he was standing in front of me right now.. i dont know what id do. id probably stand there in silence and disgust. who knows.. i may even throw up and tell him to clean every bit of it..