Ok. So I've concluded that I need to fix things with Jen. I miss her so fucking much, and I hate that she is having to do this life thing without me, and I without her ( Read more... )

You are...(looks)
[ ] tall
[ ] in between
[x] short

[ ] blonde
[x] redhead
[ ] brunette
[ ] black

[ ] blue-eyed
[ ] brown-eyed
[x] green-eyed
[ ] hazel eyed
[ ] gold/gray eyed
[ ] black-eyed
[x] glasses
[ ] contacts

[ ] braces
[x] freckles
[x] piercing(s)
[ ] tatoos

[x] long hair
[ ] short hair
[ ] med. Hair

Your favorite color(s) are?
[x] red
[ ] pink
[ ] yellow
[ ] black
[x ( Read more... )

I normally dont post at work... but I'm being forced to take an hour lunch (oh no), so I have nothing better to do. Its soooo slow here... I spent most of the morning just sitting and staring off into the abyss. It looks so beautiful outside.... I wish I brought my book and I could take up residence under a tree for this hour of nothingness.

Last ( Read more... )

Today was stressful at work. I got really pissed at things I dont want to talk about.
After work, I went to meet my dad at Square one, where we commenced trying to fix our relationship. We've got a good foundation... so that helps. It takes a lot off my chest to let him know how I feel. I dont know where things will go from here.
P.S. I'd like to ( Read more... )

The other day, me and my mom went the outskirts of toronto to get her car fixed and I was with her. On the way home she got lost, and we ended up downtown ( Read more... )

Ok, so last night was so good I must post.
Went to a party at my buddy Ryan's house. It was sooo good. There was only like...20 people there... but it was so nice. Everyone there was chillin. Unlike normal, there are people who arent insane when they're drunk there, so I had some nice people to chill with. Saw that boy again, boy does he make my ( Read more... )

Well. Today feels like the first day in a billion years that I've slept in. I only slept till 10, but its a big change from the regular 6.30 ( Read more... )

Today marks 47 days until I move out ( Read more... )

I HATE!!!!!!!
people who tell me to:

Relax
Lighten up
Chill
Calm down
Take it easy
etc.

So don't say it!!!! GAH!

I just wrote a HUGE post. And it was deleted. :|

The most important part went a little something like this:

I overreacted last night, I always do.
Both of you were right.
Your heart was in the right place, but sometimes you're inarticulate. Work on that. haha.

Anyways, I thought that that was important to say, even though it probably wont be read.

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