you are killing me. i dont think you realise just how much. this is why i tried not to let you in. im so serious.

do you know how much it fucking hurts to put myself out there only to be rejected?? this is why i told you i wanted my walls up! then i fucking let you in. and now im hurting. im fucking sick. if i say anything then im crazy. and if i dont its like condoning being ignored. whatever. if i dont hear from you tonight, the walls go back up. because i ( Read more... )

how do you seriously expect me to stay?? you say you didnt do anything wrong. youre right. it was 100 things. fuck yourself.

so here is my tentative plan ( Read more... )

please stop loving me- i am none of these things
cure

just took some aspirin and an oath not to kill anyone

i am so sick to death of being sick to death!! lol that sounded better than my original thought which was a visual representation of the cramp i just had. in the meantime, my "son" is busy doing everything possible to drive me fucking craZy. i also need an earring back. but whatever. i can take it.
you're a peach
you make a sqeak.
tu eres gordito

Even when I have nothing to drink, my body hurts like holy hell. It is unbearable. Clearly I need a new body. Preferably one with breasts this time. Thanks- j

ohhhh baby. i never promised you a rose garden. now drink up.

balm ( Read more... )