friday i'm in love

May 07, 2003 19:43

sunday we had a fight about things that aren't any of my business to post. the line between finding it within myself to understand, and finding justification for anger.
monday we got back together. did you ever just feel that something was the right thing to do, even if it was the most difficult thing possible? it was like that. for me, at least.
tuesday night he told me he didn't want to be together anymore. (again.) i still have whiplash. i just wish i knew what was going on, what's wrong. but the hardest part about being with him was (is? was?) the part where he's hurting and i can't help. of course i can't help. there's only so much you can do, but i can't stop caring, whether he can acknowledge it or not, whether it helps or makes things worse.

i don't feel comfortable saying any of this in public; i think that's why i am.

i can't change the way you feel
but i can put my arms around you
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