I can't believe he is actually gone...  He helped me through so many things in the last couple of years... I just wish that he would've confided in me....  I trusted him to keep my secrets and he couldn't trust me....

R.I.P. Terrence!!  You Will Be Greatly Missed!!!! 

well it has definitely been a long time since i have written anthing in here...................  well a lot has been happening to me through this time.....

my dad................  well he definitely doesnt kno how to keep promises........  especially the ones that really count...........  really long story... dont feel like typing it all out right ( Read more... )

Well things are going ok i guess.... im kinda grounded right now but oh well ill get over it lol.... im just happy that my dad said i could go on the computer for a while lol.... but me and my g/f have been together for 6 weeks now and it is going great.... i just miss her right now cuz i havent been able to see her much cuz i am grounded and ( Read more... )

well lately i havent really been having a good time....... things arent taht great at home... always fighting with someone or another.... which really sucks..... we had a really good motivational speaker at school today... his name was Reggie.... he made me and a lot of other people cry today bcuz some of the things he said hit really close to ( Read more... )

Well it definitely has been a while since i last updated....   a really long while...  well i guess u could say things are a lil better here. Me and my sister arestill fighting as usual.... ut i guess that is normal for siblings. i am in a happy relationship with my girlfriend Erika. We are very happry together......  I had a bf but he broke up ( Read more... )

Well it has been a long day..... I have been depressed all day and i dont even kno why..... its kinda startin to scare me bcuz i go into thses really random moods and ill be happy on second then the next ill be bawlin my eyes out and i wont kno why..... My mom thinks i might be bi-polar....... i dotn kno but i am kinda freakin out about it ( Read more... )

It has been a while (again). I am actually happy in this update and i have nothing to complain about for once........ I have a boyfriend named Brandon....... We are really happy together... And honestly he is the first boyfriend i have had in a while that i fell completely comfortable in front of lol.... But yeah thats about it for now ( Read more... )

Well......... a couple of things......  monday morning b4 i leave for school i am going to leave a very specific letter on my moms computer desk for her and my dad.........  Dont really want to talk about that...... But i honestly have nothing else to talk about so i am going to do it any ways. Well in the letter i tell my mom and dad that i am bi ( Read more... )

Ok.  Well i had a pretty boring day if you ask me. lol:) but any ways. She still dont kno and i asked one of my other friends what i should do about it and she told me to just keep it to myself and in my own little world until i find out if she has any feelings for me that are more than just friends. So yeah. Honestly i still dont kow what the heck ( Read more... )

Well like I said above, it has definitely been a while since I last updated. And honestly, a lot has happened in that length of time too!!!!! First off, my sister's car keeps getting sabotaged.... First it was a cut break line, then it was a hit and run when her car was parked legally in front of my house, and just yesterday her tire fell off ( Read more... )