cant get rid of what your heart already posseses

[mellie_07]

what is a best friend? is it just someone whos there all the time? Someone who cares? or simply a title. Should they call you and tell you everything? And if theyre willing to give you such a simple title, Do you have a right to try and be there for them> to try and know? or should you just sit back while it all slowly seems to be falling out of

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[anonymous]

oh my God you're so beautiful when you smile...

[anonymous]

a best friend is a title. a title that you give someone who you love and you feel like you can trust. but dont expect someone to let you in when all that is spoken are lies. your not just granted a best friend you have to work at making one. and whether you want to trust someone and let them be your best friend is up to you.

spoken lies

[mellie_07]

Id like to think that our relationship isnt full of lies. But the fact of the matter seems to be that my best friend and I are drifting. and Its not just an all of the sudden thing.. Ive noticed. And It seems hard for me because people tell me things that I wish she would tell me. And she gets upset at me for things Im not even sure shes upset at me for. take today for instance. she wouldnt talk to me...and When I tried to call her, she wouldnt answer her phone. then I believe she had matt call me back...but I couldnt hear what he said...so I hung up. But why wouldnt she call me. you know lately she has been hanging out with other people...not once has she ever called me. and if she did Im sure I would be te last one. and it hurt. I would try to do something with her and she would never answer or say something like I dont know and then the next day I would find out she was with someone else. And Im not gonna lie. I would think about all of this happenning and i dont know I would just feel hurt because we seem to be so