I didn't know I had to say something when you leave me nothing to reply too, you send a msg saying your doing really well to make me upset or jealous, but that's not how it makes me feel mel, I actually want you to be happy, you deserve it, I don't want you to be upset all the time, you were with me, maybe I wanted something different for you....
Look..you broke up with me, Kyle so please refrain from telling me that you want me to be happy because you don't. We both did a lot of bad things in our relationship and I can man up to mine but I don't think you can to what you did. You never wanted anything different for me...because if you did..you wouldn't have hidden the e-mails from me...and I wouldn't have found that girl's number...or the receipt from Cambridge when you were supposedly in Meaford. I try not to dwell on these things, Kyle because in the end I'll never know what was really going on. Do I think you cheated? No. Did you lie to me? Yes. Does it matter now? No. I'm not happy right now, Kyle. You are the one trying to move on by going out to bars..chatting online...on that friend site thing..etc...not me..and yes, I know..these are all my choices..but unlike you, I'm not ready to move on. If I was, I would have broken up with you..not the other way around..so please stop trying to act like my hero...my saviour...because heroes make things better..they don't hurt the
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By the way, Kyle...you broke up with me for a reason..and I don't want to hear that you are lonely..and depressed because you're not. You didn't want me anymore..and you got what you wanted. You're happy now..please just admit it...
you really don't know how I feel, and that's fine, but stop telling me how I feel, or what I"m doing, I don't know how you can tell from my my space, because I don't even know what it is, I'm not talking to anyone, and I don't know how you thought a relationship would work with you in ottawa and me in north bay....
You're right, Kyle..I don't know how I thought it could work. Perhaps it was the "mel we'll make it work because i really love you" that made me think that way. I was foolish for thinking that you actually wanted to be with me. I have accepted that. I have accepted that you used me as moral support to get through basic and your course..and that's fine. Like I said, I have fully accepted it.
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