everything comes in/feels better in/ should be circles.

"So we beat on, boats against the current, borne back ceaselessly into the past."

whats going on inside of me? i dont fucking know. so many questions. and no answers. they all want to know. she said that she wouldnt mind being me. beautiful, kind, intelligent, loved, radiant. where did that girl go? she's still inside somewhere, we just have to find her again. what is the problem? i have no respect for anyone else. im selfish. i ( Read more... )

someday soon im going to fly away. with them. my chickens. with him. my love. my heart. what an interesting trip.

I made it through the wilderness ( Read more... )

haha. i tricked you. and now i know who cares. muahahaha.

i stayed home from school today. im sick. right now, im eatin ramen noodles, drinkin coke and talkin to my baby. i havent seen him since about 1030 last night and i already miss him like crazy. i love him. did you know? well, there you go.

skeet skeet

okay. fine. you're right. you're all right. im a slut. i only think about myself. i never do anything anyone wants me to do. i dont hug people when they cry. i have no self control. i drink to much. i hide. no one knows me. i cant care. you're right. you're all right. fine. okay.

.....Ive never been so happy.

hes mine. and i cant eat. and i think he knows. and ive definately fallen.i hope he has too. i dont want to be alone. ever again.

breakdown. brokendown. breaking down.