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[mellow_yellow09]

30 days without liquor
7 days without a cigarette
3 weeks without sex
5 months wondering if this relationship is real

I think I should be worried

Comments

[argentedraco]

What wrong with not having had sex for that long? Or not drinking? Or not smoking?

[mellow_yellow09]

No it is not the lack of sex, but its the lack of everything that goes along with sex, the touching, the kissing and that kind of stuff. It is like, once you have it you crave it.
The lack of smoking and drinking, has nothing to do with it, it just seem funny how i am lacking in everything i enjoy.

But it was more or less the leck in the relatinship that i was tinking of!

[argentedraco]

Ah, makes more sense. =(

[mellow_yellow09]

yah but it is hard i can't really tell my bf, he does not know that i have been smoking all this time. Just now have i quit. But he is the one that drives me so nuts sometimes that i do smoke... i dunno i care about him but i need more from him. i always have. maybe its me, i seem to find guys who care about me but just don't show it { which makes me feel ugly and more insucure which causes me to smoke}.