I have no clue what is wrong with me, I am slowing sliping into a state of depressin again I can feel it. My family, last night, continued to call me fat to my face and well they are not what you would call the slimest of people themselves. I guess cuz they know that it bothers me, James told to tell them off but as everyone knows i have no back ( Read more... )

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why are guys so territorial?
I mean its like they wanna pee on you to make that you are theirs...

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I think my diet is getting kinda out of hand.....

If I think i ate the wrong thing or too much of it.. i will trya nd throw it up again then let it digest..

shit

either i am expecting way too much or James does not have the same kinda feelings for me, that I have for him. I'm so confused

I meet the parents on Thursday and the friends on Saturday... should I be nervous? and should i bring the parents something?

Its strange to run into people you have not seen in a long time. Saw one old friend yesterday... foiund out his dad passed away and he is now running the family buisness and I briefly saw another guy I knew back in the day, sporting a very nice ring on his wedding finger...hmmmm

Why is sex so difficult????
Maybe i am just really bad at it..

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