UGH!!!! Another freakin' day... and there is like 2 billion more to go after this.... See, this is why I wouldn't want to live forever... Fuck that
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"Doing the same thing every day... Work, come home.. see him, smoke a couple bowls.. think about dinner.. make it.. eat it.. watch t.v. until we go to bed.. (sex everywhere thouhgh)(and bud of course) and on the weekends I would do all my chores like laundry, bills... do the once a week deep clean... Like I do here... and laze around in my p.j.s until monday.. Start my week all over again...."
You said it perfectly i would love that life too......ooo and congrats on such a long post im sorry its so depressing though at least i have a 4th grade reading level hahahaha i didnt know if i did there for a second :)
I know... I think that was my longest post ever... lol... Yeah when I get in a rant; my mind tinds to go faster than my fingers and all my shit can get slurred together... Just like when I talk.. HAHAHA...
It's not really getting to me that bad.. well.. I guess it is because I had that anxiety attack and stoped breathing... I guess I've just gotten real good at ignoring it or pretending that it dosen't exist....
damn that anxiety attack must of sucked ass!! dude are you alright or what.....so do you just have to calm yourself and start taking deep breathes or how about the paper bag trick i dont know what i would do in that situation its hard to calm yourself to a state of normal when something like that is happening it would freak me out more blaaaaaahhhhh i am so bored i think we have the longest replies ever too haha its awesome
It's not as easy as you would think... It's hard to calm yourself down when you didn't think you were freaking out in the first place.. It does freak me out even more too... but this time it was easier because I knew what was happening and what to do... I just try on tough it out and stay concious.. I have to keep talking to someone or too myself to help expele the corbon monoxide thats fucking me up..
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You said it perfectly i would love that life too......ooo and congrats on such a long post im sorry its so depressing though at least i have a 4th grade reading level hahahaha i didnt know if i did there for a second :)
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It's not really getting to me that bad.. well.. I guess it is because I had that anxiety attack and stoped breathing... I guess I've just gotten real good at ignoring it or pretending that it dosen't exist....
never underestamate the power of denial...
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