Awwww... fuck.

[mellybean71]

No heartbeat.

No visible baby at all.

Just a dark spot that might, at one point, have been a baby.

I'm mostly ok. Part of me keeps hoping he'll call and say he made a mistake and missed something.

Oh well, I got this far. We'll get farther next time.

There's still some waiting -- I had a blood test and there's going to be another one in a couple of

Comments

[lauriemann]

Sorry to hear that. Rest up.

[curtana]

I'm really sorry to hear that... *hugs*

[dzuunmod]

I am so sorry. My most sincere sympathies.

[lucidite]

I'm so sorry... *hugs*

[joane]

I am so sorry. Do take care of yourself, and rest... hopefully you won't experience it, but there's often a hormone crash that comes with a pregnancy loss, even really early on. It's normal, hurts like hell, but I promise that it does fade. And crying really does help. Also, oreo ice cream cookies. And wine.