( Boring baby-making angst )

Why is my blood pressure going UP as my weight goes down?

I'm hoping it was just that I was stupid and took my adderall an hour before the Dr.'s appointment.

I like my new Dr. he's nice.

I'm down at least five pounds since I weighed myself awhile back.

M.

I. Am. BORED ( Read more... )

I'm late but the test was negative again and I *know* I'm PMS'ing.

Argh.

M.

Crash was neutered yesterday and we picked him up this afternoon.  He is driving me NUTS.

I know it was traumatic for him and that he's probably in pain (I could kick myself for not asking what to do about pain management) but he will *not* settle and has asked to be walked twice in the last hour and a bit. The first time he peed like crazy, the ( Read more... )

It doesn't help anything that I barely slept last night and I still feel crummy ( Read more... )

I tested. It was negative.

Fuck.

We'll see what happens Sunday but I really think I was just way too sick.

Next month?  I might be ovulating during MPCG.

June?  Camp.

July?  Camp.

August?  Camp/Vacation.

F.M.L.

M.

I'm differently sick now.  What fun.

I'm also going back and forth on the testing thing.  Dunno if I'm gonna do it later today or wait. I don't want to wait but I don't want it to be "no" yet either.

I'm pretty sure I'm not pregnant but I keep hoping I'm wrong and everyone else is getting knocked up while I'm not. Hate that.

Lemme sleep on it...

Screw you.

M.

There's a (slim) chance the if I did a pregnancy test tomorrow I could get an accurate result. It would only be day nine though and I'm supposed to wait 14 days ( Read more... )