Why must the process of healing sometimes be kept so secret? Why must growing from an experience first come with a significant amount of pain before the healing finally starts? Not all questions have answers, and not all stories have happy endings, but life lessons don't come without consequences. Life teaches you only if you want to be taught ( Read more... )

It's odd how I'm looking at you in a completely different light now. No expectations, no judgments and no prejudice. I think that's the worse kind of thoughts to have. When you finally make a decision to let go of any sort of hold you have on a person, and to make a choice to just accept what's come to be. It's doesn't necessarily have to be ( Read more... )

It was as though a fog had suddenly cleared in my mind, and I knew that i couldn't spend the rest of my life consumed by hatred. He would soon be judged - and punished - for all the terrible things he'd done in his life. But I didn't want to live the rest of my life dominated by resentment and still controlled by him from his grave... And I knew ( Read more... )

A lot of times I sit down in this big armchair with my fingers already placed somewhat naturally on the laptop keys, ready to write but not really knowing what to say. I'll hear the caster wheels slide and squeak for a few seconds, and I'll let them create their momentum at the beat of their own drums. The sounds don't distract me; they amplify the ( Read more... )

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I fell sick again, the worse one for 2011 so far. I'm heading to the pharmacy tomorrow to get myself some vitamins/supplements. It feels like I've been in bed for eons when it's only been technically 4 days. My nose keeps bleeding because of my body heat and my head isn't better with the annoying Friday song stuck in my head. Blame Glee.

"The thing about shame, and about most feelings, is that they don't always appear to make sense. You have such a well of shame inside you. You know it's not your fault, and yet that doesn't drain the well and get rid of the shame, does it ( Read more... )

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Technically, I knew you for around 3 days but knowing that I'd probably never see you again, I felt this nagging urge to turn to writing instead. You were nothing but admirable. Your headstrong character that refused to show any signs of pain or discomfort, your sarcasm and nonchalance which I suspect are ways of concealing your worries, and how ( Read more... )

Good Values I Would Like to Inculcate in Future:(Resolutions are almost never successful so best to rephrase ( Read more... )