i'm at a loss of what to say to make you feel better.
i've never thought of you as a disappointment.
perhaps like i told you , only that once when you were so indecisive and nearly left the r/s i pieces. but once i've decided to give it a try all over again, i've moved on and not be held down by it.
so why do you keep thinking you're not good enough, ( Read more... )

i was showing my brother a dress online and asking if it was nice, and he told me "why are you always shopping online?" then it hit me that i haven't had the time to go out and shop for like ages. it's been really hectic with meetings, church rehearsals and the last week was the worst. it's been going to the hospital after work to visit malu, doing ( Read more... )

my week went like this:

tues- claire
wed- kat and vic
thurs- karen and jun

i feel loved :)
and they say, girlfriends are all you need to get you through.

hello! i'm back here again. mainly cause there's nothing to do at work haha. oh well it's been busy busy busy this whole holidays. but i can't compalin, i was the one who wanted to look for a job. which i'm still very thankful for despite me having to wake up at 7:30 every morning! if not my mum would probably have thrown me out of the house for ( Read more... )

i was just sharing with him today that i can be rather selfish. there's so much things i want to do here instead of going back, and somehow time seems to pass by me all the time. there's so many people i want to meet up with, but work and church commitments are just making things a tad difficult. and the only way out to me seems like not to go back ( Read more... )

and a blessed new year everyone :)

its been a wonderful 2007, lots up ups and some downs of course.
but nevertheless a wonderful one :)

sometimes i wonder if this is called self-denial or learning to trust? oh well, but like what i was telling vic, fear is good, fear protects you and keeps you from going blind. perhaps. that thing about, "everyone's different and unique, and we love everyone , but in different ways" is definitely not working on me at this point in time. cause how ( Read more... )

because He lives I can face tomorrow
because He lives all fear is gone
because I know, I know He holds the future
and life is worth the living just because He lives.

:)

today's qt was so apt:

“Now when Daniel learned that the decree had been published, he went home to his upstairs room where the windows opened toward Jerusalem. Three times a day he got down on his knees and prayed, giving thanks to his God, just as he had done before.” Daniel 6:10

i guess it was a really good reminder, that no matter what happens ( Read more... )

It's the hardest thing i'll ever have to do
to turn around and walk away
pretending i don't love you