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[melodictears]

Its so hard to think that for so long I thought we were on the same page... I feel as though I don't know what happened... I miss you and I want to see you, but I'm definatly too emotional. Its hard to think that for so long I tried so hard and didn't realize I was pushing against something that wasn't willing to give. I'm really confused at

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[melodictears]

Woah! I was not saying that you never gave. You took that way out of context. When I said willing to give, I meant, give way...collaspe...it was in refrence to a wall. I was pushing something that wasn't meant to be pushed. I was not intending to insult you. I'm thankful for everything you did for me and I tried my best not to take it for granted or overlook it. You gave me just as much happiness as pain and frustration. I don't even know what else to say than that. You were right. You are right. We weren't on the same page. We never were, but I enjoyed the moments when we were at least on the same chapter. I'm sorry you feel this way toward me right now. I don't know what you want me to do.