And I would have gotten away with it if it wasn't for those damn kids and their stupid dog.

[melodiousdrone]

Sometimes I have a hard time being myself. Not to mention that I hate labels as they make me want to scream bloody fucking murder. I have always been the type of girl who wears what she wants, does what she wants, says what she wants and damns the consecequences. That was my life from 2 to 22. For some reason...23 has felt like a gapeing hole

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yeah

[faheud]

but some of us would never have crossed your path if you had not sat and stared.

not much i can do from afar but send a *hug*

Irony?

[agentleman]

If you need to get out of the house and meet new people. I suggest taking up a hobby or course or sporting event. It puts you in the public and lets you have an hour (or however long) doing something you like for you. It was the last resort in times past, when clubs have been ill advised or non-existant. The shyness thing just has to be ignored I'm an introvert but being in Cville has meant that I have to start conversations with strangers and be friendly.
If your relationship is scary is there a reason for this? If you have no reason to see danger and yet feel it then you have to ask why. If you don't have to ask why then be wary but not paniccy, If it IS bad then you have to ask if you are inviting the danger and what that might mean.
No-one should feel like wallpaper.
Agent L.

Re: Irony?

[melodiousdrone]

Thanks Dom.

I felt like an emotional brick in the wall yesterday...I'm much more reasonable today...and I've done a lot of thinking (now that I have a rationale) and it's not so bad as I was thinking it was yesterday.

Somedays it's hard to see the love that's right in front of my face.