The anniversary of the Taylor accident is on Thursday. My heart started hurting during the English Hall banquet a week ago, though. I remember that those who served the banquet were the same people who were in that Taylor van. My heart feels so heavy. I have a feeling it will continue to feel that way for awhile. There is much burdening my heart ( Read more... )

Nada Surf sings this song called "Always Love." I found it randomly on this musicovery website. Amazing ( Read more... )

I have no home. No roommate for next year.
Nobody wants me.

It's almost the weekend!!!

Man, I hate it when Satan tries to mess everything up.
I hate that he tries so hard.
I hate it even more when he doesn't have to.
So I guess I'm really more angry with myself.

sigh

It's rainy, windy, cold... and I feel so close to hopelessness. There are so many things left unresolved. I can't stand it. I like to have my life neat and organized, like my room and my schoolwork. Everything needs to be in its place, and if it isn't, then I need to go about fixing it. But that's the problem. I'm unable to fix most of these ( Read more... )

The first part of Spring Break was wonderful. Jeffrey and I spent five days at his house, spending time with his family and enjoying the beautiful weather. It was so peaceful and fun. Wednesday morning, he got a new muffler put in his car. When we drove away, we couldn't believe how quiet it sounded. :) It was marvelous! Later on Wednesday, we ( Read more... )

Jefrie Snak.

There's just something about going to the cemetary when you're in a bad mood. You've been griping just moments before entering that your life is terrible, that you'd rather just drive off a cliff than deal with one more day. But then you enter the gates of the cemetary and you're confronted by the sight of hundreds of gravestones. Each with their ( Read more... )

Basics:

Name: Melissa
Date of Birth: 12/30/1985
Birthplace: Michigander
Current Location: IN
Eye Color: Green Blue
Hair Color: fudge
Height:  5' 3"
Heritage: German, Pennsylvania Dutch (which is basically German), etc.
Piercings: ears
Tattoos: nope

Favorite:

Band/Singer: I don't pick favorites, I go in phases 
Song: Same as above. Yesterday it was Dragostea ( Read more... )