Comments | melody_so_sweet: Here's a whiney helpless rant for yah.

melody_so_sweet

Here's a whiney helpless rant for yah.

Jun 01, 2009 22:27

So I recently just realized why I hate it here. Everyone in my house is unhappy. It's like a limbo of waiting. Like the waiting room outside the doctor's office when you know you'll get a shot any minute now. But they never call your name ( Read more... )

whining, lameness, uninspired, updates, emoness, fail

Comments 5

lozza_2 June 2 2009, 05:53:15 UTC

>_< I'm sorry, bb.

Ily. <33

melody_so_sweet June 3 2009, 19:28:53 UTC

thanks bb. ily too

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melody_so_sweet June 3 2009, 19:29:11 UTC

thanks, I really appreciate that. :]

lumberxjill June 2 2009, 20:47:23 UTC

That's a lot like how my house felt before my dad left. As awful as it sounds, we're all so much more together now, more calm ( ... )

melody_so_sweet June 3 2009, 19:34:48 UTC

I just... is everyone supposed to be this miserable? Are we supposed to hate our lives? idk... It's just seeming to me lately that we're supposed to live miserable lives with miserable people miserably and in the end it never works out. Nothing lasts. :/

I know I'll apply to a school next semester or the semester after that. I want a degree in writing. I'm not a dropout. But idk. I feel like a failure. I wish I'd done things differently in high school.

You're so poetic. Even in your frustration. "match made in limbo". I think... if he stops this madness with his girlfriend... you should go for it. It sounds like you really might benefit from being with him. Love ruins. But like I've said before, it's the flying in between that makes the crash worth while.

There's always someone who will come and pick you back up. Nic and me, for instance.

Thanks bb. You're the only one who answers my crazy analogies with more crazy analogies. Sometimes you're the only one who makes sense.

<3 ily