Okay... I heard this song tonight on the oldies station... Anyone else think the writer was definitely under the influence of some kind ( if not several kinds) of drugs when it was written ( Read more... )

I haven't updated this thing for a while.... Hmm, let's see ( Read more... )

Hey Kristin. Chris or I will leave a message on your cell sometime during the day tomorrow to let you know exactly what's up. If we can't get ahold of you that way, we'll call you when we're done with our meetings. That should be around 3:30. See you tomorrow!!!
Nite everyone!

Wow... how to describe the way I'm feeling at this moment... It's funny how when things are meant to be, it doesn't matter how much time or distance gets in the way... I haven't been so elated in a long time. The feeling of knowing that there is one person who truly loves you... no matter what, and want's nothing more than to be with you, and the ( Read more... )

Hey everyone. I miss you all soooo much!! I've been working my ass off lately. I guess they think it's fun to work me 5 nights in a row for two weeks straight even tho I'm at school 8 hours a day. Oh well. But that's the reason I haven't seen any of you. I'm not neglecting you, I swear! :) I'll have some time during spring break. Anyone who wants ( Read more... )

I am so awake... it's wierd. I'm going to enjoy it while I can, my schedule this week won't allow for much sleep. Tonight, all I have to do is homework. Tomorrow night, there's a choir concert from 7-9. Then I work Wednesday thru Sunday. 5 days in a row. It's been months since I've had that many hours. And I close Friday and Saturday. Which means, ( Read more... )

To continue in the tone of my last entry... I'm doing well. My heart is hurting a little, but I'm okay. And I know that everything will be okay in time. I'm discovering more and more of who I really am every day. And I'm beginning to accept the core things about myself that I know I can't change, no matter how hard I may try. Certain aspects of me ( Read more... )

So I'm upset, and I'm hurting. That much is apparent from my last entry. But there's something new too... A hope. A new perspective. I'm at a turning point in my life. There are some hard turns that I know I have to make, but I know that I will be better off in the end because of them. I'm finally finding the me that I want to be... slowly, with ( Read more... )

FUCK!!!!!! WHEN WILL PEOPLE LEARN THAT I AM NOT A TOY TO BE FUCKED WITH???? I HAVE A HEART AND I HAVE FEELINGS. STRONG ONES. I AM SICK OF BEING USED AND MANIPULATED AND LIED TO. I LOVE AND I TRUST AND GIVE SO MUCH OF MYSELF TO PEOPLE. I'M SICK OF HAVING IT THROWN IN MY FACE. FUCK ALL OF YOU WHO USE ME, WHO HAVE EVER PLAYED ON MY VULNERABILITY. FUCK ( Read more... )

I'm irritated with something. Why do people care so much about the past? People can change, and more often than not, that's what we all do. We've all done things that we regret or that may not have been the best decisions. SO WHAT? Don't hold something someone did years ago over their head. A very good friend of mine is taking a lot of shit from ( Read more... )