*...Holding My Breath*

[melon_and_naga]

...*Oh God*...

I can't believe I actually did it, but I did it. Tomorrow will either be the best day of my life or another horrible day in my life

Comments

[cherii_emrei]

Your post made me feel alot of things - disappointment, hope, determination, dedication, perseverence. You've got a fighter's spirit.

Lots of hugs and good vibes sent your way! You must share the news with us tomorrow!! ^_^

[melon_and_naga]

Hi Delz

Thanks for taking the time to read this. It means a lot to me. I usually don't make RL posts, but this was something that was eating inside me and that just needed to be let out. I'm glad that my post was able to inspire you and give you hope. Hopefully you'll have more luck than I did :D Thanks so much again!

~Ra

[wynn12]

Oh, hon, you did all you could, now try to rest a bit and not think about it too much, and trust.

My prayers are with you.

[melon_and_naga]

Hi Dalaggio

Thank you so much for your kind words. I appreciate it very much that you took the time to read through my very emotional post. It's your kind of encouragement and support that really make all the difference in the world and help me get through horrid days such as these.

~Ra

[smashingsugar]

Dude, whatever happens, you gave it all you got. I know none of this helps, but as someone who's seen what you've gone through and who's going through the same, irritated anxiety and anticipation, I think your decision to e-mail them was all for the best. Ignorance is bliss, but when ignorance is driving you to insanity in spite of the illusion of hope, it's no longer worth it.

You know I'm with you all the way. Whether or not those cattle heads accept you, you're potential has not and will never diminish. You *will* be able to carry on your father's legacy, in some form or another. Remember, it's the end that counts, and we can't EVER stop believing that when that day comes, we would've made it big. We will be on top of the world, in our own way. Things WILL look up. We WILL succeed. This is your year for "revolution", after all (*snorts* :P). Something good will happen and the bad things will pass.

Don't lose your faith, Ra, because I have faith in *you*.

[melon_and_naga]

You know everything I probably want to say here.

I don't know what I'd do without *you*.

...But right now, it is just so hard to find the will to go on and to have the faith that everything will turn out alright.

~Ra