So lately I have been feeling like I have been failing at my motherly duties. Sure my kids are feed, clean, cuddled and loved. But my house is in a shambles. I am back to the "clean clothes pile" and the "dirty clothes pile". My floors are littered with toys and lets not talk about my kitchen. My husband has pitched in to help managed the madness ( Read more... )

I have come to the realization that I would rather sit and play online (when I am not tending to the kiddos. They come first always) than make an effort to get to know my neighbors. I know this places me into the "loser" section but as long as a I get a matching Tshirt I'm good.

Anyone else feel this way or am I out of luck on the box of shirts I

Have you ever had to do something you know is very important to someone else and you should be excited for but really don't want to make the effort? Well yeah that is me. My friend of 12 years is getting married this weekend and I have no desire to make the trip. I realize that it is selfish and terrible of me to admit this but I still don't want ( Read more... )

I am mostly a lurker. Maybe one day soon I will be brave and write something. I mainly play on twitter (@melooza1)  but and slowly learning am liking live journal more and more.  I love slash, Spock, Nerds, and my secret shame is Twilight. I am a bit snarky but big ol' softy rolled into one with a dash of awkward sprinkled one top.