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¬¬¬From the van to the floor¬¬¬
"A silver blade to cut your lips
You scream "I love you".
You parade my broken heart
Your pride and Joy
Your little toy"
That's something I found today, from a poem I wrote on Thursday. I dunno why I wrote it, it just appeared in my head. Weird how that always happens with me. I guess if I could sing or play an instrument better than "well", I'd make a ( Read more... ) -
¬¬¬You I can't deny¬¬¬
Y'know what, I've never done so much bitching about my own life. Which is why I'm gonna follow up my last post with a happier one, because I simply can't bear to be unhappy anymore.
I'm really glad that I'm surviving on only about 2 hours sleep, since usually, with the ammonia and shit, I am in sleepy town constantly. Actually, that's a good thing I ( Read more... ) -
¬¬¬Paint these walls a beautiful red¬¬¬
Right, first off, Drew- if you really have to read this, don't bother with the comments, just say things to my face if you have a problem. And btw, if you have a problem with what I write on here, tough shit- this is my own personal journal and no one else's, I do this to please no one but myself ( Read more... ) -
¬¬¬From the Razor to the Rosary¬¬¬
So yea, I just read Drew's comment on one of my last posts. i'll take it he's been talking to Jenny, since most of what he said I originally heard from her. I fucking hate that bitch so much right now, and I don't even feel bad by saying that since I'm definately not the only one.
So yes, the "real" reason Drew broke up with me is because I was ( Read more... ) -
¬¬¬To join the black parade¬¬¬
So today, my thoughts lead to- what is so wrong with me for Drew to end it instead of fix any problems he thought we had? I must be worse than I thought as a person, since Lindsey fucking cheated on him, and still got a second chance.
It's Drew's party tonight, and I'm still very much invited, since he, for some reason, wants to be my friend. Well, ( Read more... ) -
¬¬¬I'll meet your eyes¬¬¬
He was the last fucking one. The last ( Read more... ) -
¬¬¬Terrify me¬¬¬
Y'know what? I'm not even gonna update for a while, I'll either write something I'll regret, or I'll just think about my current situations and want to kill myself even more.
so fuck it. -
¬¬¬This hole you put me in wasnt deep enough¬¬¬
Well, last night was a load of shit ( Read more... ) -
¬¬¬You whispered in my ear¬¬¬
1. One of the only people I trust is someone who doesn't even like me.
2. I really shouldn't drink anymore, yet I sit here with half a litre of vodka.
3. I can honestly only think of two people on this earth who've never wronged me.
4. He died years ago, but I still look in the windows when I go past his house.
5. Most of my friends talk about me on an ( Read more... ) -
¬¬¬Is this what you always want me for?¬¬¬
About an hour after I posted that picture of Joe on here, the weirdest thing happened.
So I'm sitting in the kitchen with Calum (who came back yesterday by the way!!) and we heard some weird noises from the living room. Then out of nowhere, some plates moved on the side of the sink. And then it got cold.
So! Being the super investigator I am, I ( Read more... )