It was dark and I held my eyes open to look at you. But you don't see me. You're in my imagination ( Read more... )

I could tell how much you wanted it. I’ve felt it myself. The exhilarating feeling of knowing that if you do it now, you won’t have to worry about anything ever again. No worries, no cares, no love ( Read more... )

Disappear,
Under the ocean waves,
So clear and blue.
I can see straight to the bottom,
Where the salt water turns to sand and forms waves.

Disappear,
Above the tree tops,
Up with the clouds,
Away from my fears.

Disappear,
And fly away to you.
Leave my life behind
Along with my troubles.

Fly away to you,
And just,
Disappear.

note: i know it's a ( Read more... )

I could go on and talk about every person's imperfections, but that would make everyone feel disgust. Tell you about how everyone is "all singing, all dancing crap ( Read more... )

It took a long time to figure out what we were all doing here. It took a long time to let go of god. But if I wanted to be free, I had to do it. My parents never forced me to go to church expect when I was little ( Read more... )

So, normally, I think of things the most in my first period geometry class. I don't hear people in the class talking, nor the voice of the teacher. All I hear is the humming buzz of the fluorescent light bulbs over head and then frozen-over air condition vents blowing out cold air ( Read more... )

This puddle of swimming organisms pulsed by electricity and controlled by chemicals. Burning calories and seeking energy daily. This is a puddle of mass and flab that my life is contained in and controlled by ( Read more... )

no matter how alive you feel, no matter how caught up in your life you are, you are still dying.

I’m too afraid to tell you myself what I fantasized about last night. I’m too afraid to tell you about how you undid my clothes and made me anxious. I’m too afraid to tell you how I touched my own skin thinking it was your hands, and your lips ( Read more... )

My ashtray began to fill up as you told me, finally.
All the things I had needed to hear, but had dreaded.
Light up another one, throwing away some more of my life,
Wish that what little of my life is left would be spent with you.
It was all…just a dream.

I died just then.
This is how it’s going to be for nowPlease ( Read more... )