yay, it's my birthday tomorrow! excited, although strange to think i'll be 19, it's just not one of those ages you imagine yourself being, i don't know why because it's not like i thought i'd have some tragic young death or anything, well i hope not. god i still have one more day, maybe i'm jinxing myself! hmm, no i'm not really superstitious. Just ( Read more... )

haven't been on here in ages, possibly because i find it weird writing something and sending out into this void that is cyberspace not knowing if it gets read or not, also could be because i'm a lazy ass and crawling towards the computer takes too much of an effort!! plus, have been constantly calling up a place called the welly club desperately ( Read more... )

back from work, wasn't awful or anything tonight, but just realising that i'm working such shitty hours and getting so little money for it, no real breaks that I don't know how long i keep going for. i mean, do other people really keep going even when they really hate something? i look at the people who work there and have been working there for ( Read more... )

somebody reversed into my car today as i was driving to work, very annoyed and still rattled even though it was over 6 hours ago. very frustrating and the stupid woman had no apology for me even though she was a halfwit who definitely should not have her license. anyways, not moaning here...i have the day off tomorrow!! yay! first time i've had a ( Read more... )

ahh! very nervous, results are out tomorrow, although because i can't drive down to colchester they're being posted to me and therefore might not get here until Friday!! although got a very encouraging phone call from the principal's secretary asking us to come in for a photo for the press, she said not to worry about my results...not to be ( Read more... )

hmm, another post so soon! unheard of. just excited though b/c i've got a little image of the killers now which i got from a user called ilovemyhobbits who'd kindly made them and put them up in a killers community...oh no, i'm not sad, just alone! anyways, props to the hobbit lover!

yay! Day off today, thank god! After this weekend I totally felt like crashing, it's not that we were busy, but hanging around for hours not doing much at all but knowing that it's gorgeous and sunny outside, for once(and not like it is now, all rainy again b/c I'm free :( !) and you're inside, listening to a cd entitled 'timeless pop' which ( Read more... )

very strange up here in the North, everyone calls you love, or pet. it's so much more familiar than down south, except for the occasional darling - which is more pretension than anything else, I should know I've used it myself in the most patronising of situations. oh, where was I when the nice genes were being handed out? it's okay though, I'm ( Read more... )

hmm, well I realise that I haven't been keeping this thing up-to-date at all, but then I have been very busy. The move up to Walkington has been hard and I've still got boxes everywhere, I don't think I'll get rid of them any time soon either! My new room's not really big enough to take all my stuff, and I still have to paint it! Finally, a room I ( Read more... )

Yay! I'm finally recovering a bit from my cold, and just in time for revising Larkin! When already depressed and down from being ill and useless, what better way to get a lift? But then, not all his poems are about futility in life and the inevitability of death. Rather amusing finishing off our revision session with a barbecue-typical English ( Read more... )