Father of lights, your Holy name gives me visions-a ghostly blur of howling electricity, wherein the hum of great machinery makes me shudder. You are a solitary bulb, swinging from a thick, black cord, in a darkened basement ( Read more... )

"O generation of Vipers, who hath warned you to flee from the wrath to come?"

Last night I threw an anti-SuperBowl party, which ended with me attending a SuperBowl party. I drank a bottle and a half of sake, half a bottle of port, endless shots of some mystery bourbon, and several Coronas. The first bar I attended stopped serving me drinks shortly after the SuperBowl ended, and so I walked to the bar next-door in hopes of ( Read more... )

I’ve been having that dream again-the one with the girl from Ukraine. She is auditioning for my adult film. I have written it, I will be directing it; it is my first adult film. She looks beautiful, and she tells me terrible, dirty things, and she tells them to me in broken English, her Russian accent giving her an air of innocence that I know she ( Read more... )

"Well, mon cher monsieur l'anglais, may I inform you that you are the son of a whore?"

I drank a glass of Scotch last night before the film. The film was Match Point ( Read more... )

I just finished the last book of MaisonIkkoku: and now I want to cry.

The air is getting hotter ( Read more... )

Its new years day, and I’m nursing a hangover. Hot tea, first cup with caffeine, second cup without, I’m drinking tea because I read somewhere that the body digests water faster when it’s warm, and thusly your system can oxidize the alcohol quicker when the body is being flushed out with quick-moving warm water ( Read more... )

"When we last awake, we shall know that we dreamed. Even every honest judgment, feeling, hope, desire, will show itself a dream-with this difference from some dreams, that the waking is the more lovely, that nothing is lost, but everything gained, in the full blaze of restored completeness."