I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut My weakness is that I care too much My scars remind me that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel Drunk and I'm feeling down And I just wanna be alone I'm pissed cause you came around Why don't you just go home Cause you channel all your pain And I can't help you fix yourself You're making me ( Read more... )

Its all so haunting. Every memory I have of you is rushing back to me. I miss you alot. I wish that you were still here. but you're gone, not commin back, so i should just let you go.

-I'll give up everything just to find you-

♥

Life ( Read more... )

Havent updated for a few days but thats ok. Its been okay latley. So i think i kno what was making me so happy a wile ago... besides josh ( Read more... )

today wasnt the best of all days.

got in a major fight with dad last night

still aggrivated with it

got filming done!

later.

Just hold it all in, no one needs to kno...

So today was fun! This weekend was cool cuz like i didnt have any homework, and i was a lazy bumb all weekend. Except for the part when i worked 4hrs at a swim meet for NJHS hours ( Read more... )

Today was fun. Worked 4 hrs for NJHS at a swim meet with Shelby,Rach, and Melissa. Good times good times. haha MISSA WATCH THE DOOR! Yes i get to press the button! His name is Bradley! haha ( Read more... )

Ok so this entry is dedicated to inside jokes.. the ones i can remember at least. Not categorizing just listing 'em as i remember them ( Read more... )

heh. Cant stay away from AIM and LJ for long periods of time. lol 2 days ( Read more... )