You know when you fall hopelessly for someone and all energy escapes free from  your body. You know this person makes you feel different, more different than anyone could possibly make you feel. I can't eat, I can't sleep, I can't think... I guess I get what I deserve.

I know you best.

Today I got the email; The one that puts in details a year of my life. My dorm number, my roomate, the day I move in, what i need, transportation. Am I really going to college or is this a dream that im leaving through? Sometimes it seems too surreal to take in. This summer I have made it my priortiy to make everything about me; and it feels great ( Read more... )

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I rarely know anything anymore. I wish i can control the world at it's feet; but i would need help. I get that aspect in life that nothing can look forward unless there is a failure behind it. Can one really learn from their mistakes or is history bound to repeat itself continuously until you hit the point of no return. I would like to say I won't ( Read more... )

for the single most arrogant moment where you shut all beings out of vision then you are left staring blankly at the asbestos covered ceiling; did you ever wonder past these walls real life can be exposed only at the touch of your fingers. Everything relies on me; so much pressure. Alone and imbecilic; what is the cure for shot-down romance and ( Read more... )

Just in case you didnt know this girl named kara gariepy... your missing out because the following reasons ( Read more... )

late news has it that upcomming events may take place in which fall out boy wants to work with taking back sunday; TBS will overshadow FOB will talent. It's true i went through my stage in 2003 when i really like FOB and then again this year, but taking back sunday never fails their audience. So i conclude this entry with go out and buy the new TBS ( Read more... )

im so bummed out that i missed the earth day festival this year. Im completely bummed.

Everything is more broken up then ever. Im hitting closer and closer to going to college and ill never get in touch with those people who meant a lot to me. My mom is trying to figure out a scam to keep me in Torrance so i dont go to san francisco for college. wrong it wont work. I love her to death, but she is so mixed up with the motherly ( Read more... )

tomorrow is my student free day for myself. I declared tomorrow my day. I plan to slept in and watch trashy talk shows with hopefully the topic " My 15 year old daughter is pregnant and she doesn't know who the daddy is".

thank god for maury.