I hate everything. I don't know what to do with myself right now. I have absolutely no fucking idea what I am supposed to do.  I haven't the slightest idea.  I tried to write to get my emotions out, but I couldn't, I couldn't even fucking write a line, or even two words.  At school I just felt out of it all day.  I could feel myself smile and laugh ( Read more... )

Framingham Cup tonight. Hell yea, I'm pumped. Today is my and Nickolay's one year <3 yay. I want to go to Endicott soooo badly, oh man, it's so nice there. I got me and Stephanie some xmas gifts today, but I can't say what it is until I tell her cause then she'll see it here! But it's wicked cool and I am so pumped. Halloween's tomorrow and I have ( Read more... )

I went to see Endicott today and it was fuckin amaazing. I loved it so much. The campus was so nice, it has three private beaches! The dorms are townhouses, apartments, and mansions turned into dorms so all the room are huge and yea I just really wanna go there.  They emphasize sports a lot and have lax so score.  I started filling out college apps ( Read more... )

Shit's been eh lately.I don't really know why. Went to see Westfield yesterday with my parents and Andrew and his mom, I liked it and so did he. I miss him, he's a funny kid. Good guy. I need to start filling out college apps but I keep putting it off. I put off even thinking about college until recently, and now I have to fill out the apps and I ( Read more... )

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I haven't updated in sooo long and I'm bored so I'm updating. My birthday was a few days ago, yay. Me and Nickolay's one year is coming up on the 30th. Soccer is good. school is tough. gaaad, doing all these college apps and trying to figure out my life is such a pain in the ass.

"This is me with the words on the tip of my tongue, with my eye ( Read more... )

So I deleted all my old entries and I am now re-starting my lj. How fun. I worked today and right now I am incredibly pissed off and upset and I just want to break something. I think I'm going out with some of the girls a bit later on. Well Krissy told me I should do this and I find it quite fun so here goes ( Read more... )